During my two day train expedition from Miami to D.C to Ann Arbor, Michigan I had such expansive time to think and oh how I reveled in it. Getting onto that train gave me a two day drug-free high. It was just me, the gently rocking train, and other travelers circling about me, coloring my journey. My favorite memory of being on the Amtrak is simple: me sitting in the cafe car gazing at the moving scenery, coffee in hand, typing, typing, and typing whatever was to come my mind's way. I looked through my sentimental mind and recalled all my beautiful friends throughout the 6 years I lived at Pearl. Very naturally I thought of you, Stav and how much you brought to my life, in a very subtle, gauzy sort of way. This is not to say that I haven't poems for the other patrons of this blog whom I lived with my dear Summer, Claire, Andrea, and Chett...I really cannot explain why I found myself writing a poem to Stav, I just felt all lovey and happy on that train and wanted to share it. So here is the very poem I wrote, stream-of-conciousness, unedited and raw. *a bit of an aside first, in this ditty, I refer to Stav winning something and I cannot now remember exactly what that was, but I remember the big feeling of pride for you. ha ha ha. Ah, typical me. Enjoy.
I write to all my kindreds, but this one's for you , my Stav
I want to remember your spirit forever
Crowned Freshman of the Year...which year was that anyhow?
scrawling Bob Dylan into the wooden chair on our smoking, talking balcony
Your long, honey brown hair wavy
getting in your face
your big glasses
and only you-ness
I love you, friend, for I'll never know anyone like you
Pete Seeger, Townes, Kinks on shuffle never cease to draw happy in-motion images of you
To hold onto you riding your bike into the Pearl dining room, long hair about your face
cool vest-wearing, my friend Stav
mutually loathing Dallas, but maybe that's the town that made us cool?
Your Lesbe, giving me some of the most legendary best friendship hugs of all time
There was a contest and you won
I'm so proud of you
a beautiful sister I never had
Stav, pretending to be Chett. <3
besos
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